Monday, April 13, 2009
i think i've sorted out all of my thoughts.
but still i still dont feel good.
why am i always in this kinda shit hella situation.
when we both were stucked.
why are you insisting that this shouldnt be the way.
when we both could try it out.
you know we could.
why dont you give it a try.
before you put this relationship into sentence.
now i'm the determined one.
what have you got to say.
i hate you being so draggy.
you're pulling and pushing me to and from.
making me confused.
and now dumped me alone.
to think over on my own.
to think if i'm the one in wrong.
or you're up to something.
am i being too paranoid.
or are you really hiding something from me.
stop all these guessing games.
i wont retreat.
dont sound asif you're the determined one.
cos you arent.
i'm holding on to this relationship.
but all i see is that you're slowly retreating.
is something pulling you away.
or are you stepping back.
be it relationship or friendship.
whatever you you gave.
are nothing.
compared to the efforts i've put in.
the tears i shed for you.
you're worth.make me believe in that.
did not go school today. gastric~. tsk must be because i didnt had anything before i swim.
and only had a small bun after that until 2plus pm then i woke up. if only humans need not eat to survive.i swear i wont eat if that's the case.
