《没有爱情的地方》this is a novel written by yvonne's cousin.
when yvonne told me about this novel.
the first thought that came to my mind.
" this novel is for pathetic souls like me."
i love reading those chinese emo novels.
the way they describe every kind of feelings in such a way
that really zoom in how you really feel.
and i took around one hour to finish the whole thing.
i dont wanna miss out any part of it.
one thing that attracts me to this story is
where this story took place.
i dont know.
i wish that there's this left-wingged angel
who can take me to this place where there's no love.
because love hurts.
these are few sentences which i like.
我说过，我本来是一个天使，疗伤天使。
我的任务是，寻找那些被丘比特的箭射错的人，从他们身上把错箭拔出来，让他们不再为爱错的人伤心难过。
每一天，丘比特的箭，难免会射错很多对象。
因为，他们是为爱留下最多眼泪的人，他们是失去了爱情的人，没有心情工作，没有精神交际，没有灵魂生活。
每一天都是潦倒的，生命像是失去了目标，完全没了斗志，只活在回忆里，只期盼那份已逝的爱情会再次回来。
痛苦，是他们的心灵折磨。
等待，是他们唯一的寄托。
所以，他们想要到一个没有爱情的地方。
身边的一草一木，都会促使他们的爱情回忆翻滚再翻滚，正所谓触景伤情。
身边的每对情侣，都会让他们感觉到自己有多孤单，对情人的思念会变得更浓厚，情绪更失落。
外表开朗的她，一点都看不出伤心难过，
没有人知道，她是伤者之中流过最多眼泪的人。
"会不会觉得，通常哭过了以后，心情会好些？反而想哭，却哭不出来的感觉，糟透了。”
“我们在一起，真的很开心。可是这一切，都是在她离开了以后，我才发现到的。”
时间，一直以来都是改变人类的最佳武器。
或许，以前的那个他，真的是个很好的人，很适合自己的人。
但是，经过了岁月的磨练，生活的考验，
那个他，和现在的自己，其实都已经改变了许多。
就算再次携手共行，也未必再有最初的感觉了。
here are some of which i like most.
this story is really nice.
guys. you can take a look at the story at
http://royzen.spaces.live.com/default.aspx?_c11_BlogPart_BlogPart=blogview&_c=BlogPart&partqs=amonth%3d4%26ayear%3d2009&sa=815276951
yvonne's cousin update in no time.
so keep a look out for the updates.
am looking forward for chapter 10!
going read now! :P
support ah~ really nice :D
thou i couldnt feel the whole thing.
but i know how it feels like when you lose someone you love.
i've been in love BEFORE. duh~
but i dont know how it feels like now.
:/
cos i'm in no such situation like the story.
i have no rights to even cry.
its true that cupid do make mistakes at times.
everytime i guess.
and just because of this beautiful mistake.
i've sacrificed my tears.
til now.
i couldnt cry anymore.
i admit.
i tried to be happy.
i tried so hard.
at times it set me thinking.
why am i so exhausted.
i couldnt find the reason to my tiredness.
i knew myself.
clearly .
because i tried so hard to be myself every single day.only subconsciously.
i know why.
i dont know why.
i'm surpressing.
i felt like crying.
another voice is already screaming inside me tearing me apart in my heart.
but yet i couldnt do what i want.
i dont wanna know the truth.
i want to believe that there's still hope.
as long as i try.
keep on trying.
yes i'm dumb!
how can i be rational when i'm in love.
tell me how to.
so the only thing i can do is to escape to an unrealistic world.
music,novels...
whatever.
to live my own in there.
trying to feel everything in the music,novel,drama.
cos it hurts to think of my own pathetic story.
i'm forever falling so deep down under.
where i couldnt see myself anymore.
tell me.
i'm thinking too much.
you arent thinking what i'm guessing.
you arent really doing what i'm guessing.
we're only a step away.
boy.
