this song makes me cry.
and makes me decide to forget and let go.

第八号当铺

i love this show!
this show is damn old. watched it last time.
but never really pay attention to it.
until i saw again on scv. its repeating again.
and i'm so so so attracted to 杜德伟!
he's really charming in that show!
quite sad that i've finished watching the whole show online.
:( finding other of his shows.but he seldom act.so it's quite hard to find. :(
he has got that kind of charisma that i like~ :P
OK~ PPL! I ADMIT OK. I LOVE OLD GUYS =.= ~
hahas i rmb how amy xy keep emphasizing on that old korean actor!
and he's really handsome what!~
so it's proven. i love OLD man.
hahas. and 杜德伟 is really really WOOO!
He makes my heart stop bumping and i couldnt breath!
:P

kelvin and yvonne wanted to take a look at the new station. JOO KOON
SO we bounced.
i didnt know there's a station called PIONEER.
in chinese they call it "XIAN QU"
me and yvonne were blurred.
like no link between the english and chinese.
ahas. anyway.
JOOKOON is quite industrialised.
nothing much except for the factories.
there were HDB ALSO.
weird lahs.

but surprisingly, the station was well-deco. (:





overall. had a fulfiling day.
need not stay home and brood over those bothering matters.
but i think there's no differences whether i stay home or go out.
because i still let my imaginations run wild.
i dont know whether to believe you not.
it seems like you arent lying.
but i dont know isit that you dont wanna make me sad, thats why you chose to lie.
infront of me only.
i know you still care.
if not you wont even bother to ask me. aint it?
i dont wanna let go.
i dont want to give up just like that.
we're just a step away.
dont just shrug me off like this.
i'm determined.
MORE STRONG-WILLED THAN YOU THINK YOU CAN CHASE ME OFF JUST LIKE THIS!

CHIA SHENG ZHI ( XIE SHENG ZHI )
D.O.B: 16may1989
Sign: TAURUS
school: NYP ( NANYANG POLY )
course: some shit course
race: yellowish-korean-chinese
nickname: xiaobai.shengmao.

this friend of mine. is super duper good. he's a mr nicey.
thou he's a ZAI NAN.
those who camp at home.
playingg games.
has a tiko look.
super WHITE.
not tall. only 165cm or shorter.
loves wearing CROCS .
but he can really be a good lover.
he likes a girl for 3-4 bloody years!
seriously i know him for damn 8 yrs.
one word to describe him, BEST! :D

IF INTERESTED PLEASE CALL HIM AT 90084979!

reason for promoting him.
cos he's really good. he always send me home when we had gatherings and had to go home late.
no matter he live at st22 and i live at st20.
which is 2 STREETS AWAY!
lols.
just now,he even wanted to send me home 1st then send juan to inter then go home.
but i dont want him to be so tiring.
and to save the troubles.
i left him to send juan to inter and he can go home directly after that.
HE'S BLOODY GOOD.
he can go alight at our bus stop and go home.
but he say he can acc juan to inter to take bus.
cos it's 1030pm already.
where can you find such a good friend!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHIT HIM :X

but its a pity that he still doesnt have any gfs!
tsk. HOW COULD IT BE!
HE'S SUCH A NICE GUY.
if you dont look at his damn face.
you will fall in love with him.
he can dance "nobody" by wonder girls. he has got talents alrights :D

and i dont know why.
shengzhi you always sms to my HOUSE PHONE!
=.=


alright.back to today!
met juan under my house.
bought MUDPIE macflurry!
WOOHOO!!! WAS DAMN HAPPY
WE WERE CRAVING FOR ICE CREAMS! :D

then went to zy/fred's house to swim. by the time we reached there was already 7pm.
woo~ swam for 20laps only.
we or rather i targetted 50laps.
but end up chatting away.
AGAIN! LOLS
juan lahs. saw alot of flies in the pool.
then she dont want swim already.
left me swimming alone and she went moon bathing.
idiot.
went to bath at 8plus.



then went 400plus.
met up with shengzhi amy heechai roger and ek.
had roti prata.
really LOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!
i'm quite excited about the chalet!!
really couldnt wait to get drunk!
and the BBQ!
I THINK IT WILL BE A 2B'03 GATHERING! :D


amy roger and sz

hc ek juan.

hahahas.
3 ah peks kiao kar watching soccer,tennis and basketball matches.

they were swearing at almost anything!

then went home around 10.07pm.
ek took bus home when he can walk in the shelter. =.= wah laos.
5 mins walk only also take bus. hahas.
while me hc sz roger juan walked to hc's blk.
sending roger halfway back.
then me juan sz took 804 at hc's blk.
BASKET LAHS! BASKET SUMORE!
SHORT LEGGED! BUS RAN AWAY.
have to wait!
hahas
and we waited.
dont know sz danced the NOBODY how many times.
til hc fed up!

OH YA THERE WERE LOTS OF COCKOROACHES UNDER THE BLOCKS!
AND SERIOUSLY I DONT KNOW WHY WHEN I SAW THE 1ST ONE,
I COULDNT HELPED BUT TO HIT SZ!
LOLS.
sorry uh~ :P

i had to make myself busy in order to stop myself from thinking about you.
whatever you said.
whatever you did.
however we were.
i dont know when can i then let go.
i dont know when are you letting me go.
i just want to live my life.
because i cannot bare the life without you.
i hope you understand how i feel.